You make me feel so warm

The chilly winter nights, the cup of hot chocolates, making  fire in room and than warped up in your arms  the moments are like treasures for me such  priceless moments.Each time you mark a kiss on my chicks each time you hold my hands with  passion each time you embrace me I could feel nothing but my soul meeting yours I could give up everything to live a life like this till my last breath. You are the best thing that has happened to me. I know the odds are not in favor of us right now and I guess they have never had, but its us who are against  the odds its us against the world .We have given up a lot just to be with each other just to hold our hands forever and now even after this long time they haven't understood us, they haven't understood love, they have never supported us and I guess they will never but you don't need to worry about the odds my hon because i am always there for you. Don't be a bully and don't let them to win. You were right, "we" were right the decision we have made is what destiny is. Let them burn let them!! Don't be regretful for those people if they don't understand you,don't understand your feelings they are not worth being friends. Honey I know you miss your school friends but they don't and they are not worth missing.

Honey I am writing this just for you, for you to know that you mean the world to me. Let go of all those thoughts and just remember we need to be happy  and we need to show them that we are not here to be bullied around by them. You are the shine of my universe you mean the colors of my world without you am all black and white with no brightness in me. You are the one who makes me feel warm, you are the one who makes me feel so beautiful, you are the reason my heart beats. Even the word I love you seems insignificant to express my feelings for you. My heart belongs to you and yours to me. The  warmth you have given me is so pure and sensual that I have never felt before. Darling, let your thoughts bury in my soul, let your blues be mine let me share all your sorrows and let us  find the light together.

Lust

Deeds, actions, love, lust sometimes all just get together and we do things which can never be undone we pretend to forget it and suprees  it deep  within our heart. Sometimes they all just get together at a moment and make  you do terrible things, things you have never expected to happen, things they call sin, things which breaks hearts. They just come like a wild tornado swing you crazy makes your upside down and than leave you all wounded with all the patches of it. Patches you wait to go away with time but would they really go away. Would they really leave your mind and heart or they would be still there deep within you trying to come out and yell at saying , " Oh yes you had done that". You try hard to get rid of it get rid of the patches, get rid of the moments, Its  like your unconscious is telling you everything, its scaring you of your deeds and you have no option rather to hear all of it. Is the feeling only from one side isn't it something mutual does the same thing would have been happening on the other side. You try to know it hard but the result is an absolute null. Searching for all the answers your heart become silent stops yelling and making you hope that all the things will also stop and flow away with time. How easily people forget everything how easily ???