Lust

Deeds, actions, love, lust sometimes all just get together and we do things which can never be undone we pretend to forget it and suprees  it deep  within our heart. Sometimes they all just get together at a moment and make  you do terrible things, things you have never expected to happen, things they call sin, things which breaks hearts. They just come like a wild tornado swing you crazy makes your upside down and than leave you all wounded with all the patches of it. Patches you wait to go away with time but would they really go away. Would they really leave your mind and heart or they would be still there deep within you trying to come out and yell at saying , " Oh yes you had done that". You try hard to get rid of it get rid of the patches, get rid of the moments, Its  like your unconscious is telling you everything, its scaring you of your deeds and you have no option rather to hear all of it. Is the feeling only from one side isn't it something mutual does the same thing would have been happening on the other side. You try to know it hard but the result is an absolute null. Searching for all the answers your heart become silent stops yelling and making you hope that all the things will also stop and flow away with time. How easily people forget everything how easily ???